what now?

so long before ironman i decided that my next event was going to be the austin marathon...i was just going to run it...train a little but pretty much run on the fitness i had from ironman...well of course things change...and now what i really want to do i go kick the austin marathon's butt...and do my very best to hit a time goal that seems utterly ridiculous... 3.40

some of you know what this time means...some don't...i'm too scared to say it out loud...argh...ok never mind...it's my age group time to qualify for the boston marathon...crap...i said it...if i don't make it i don't make it...but hey it's a goal...one that will not go away even if it doesn't happen this year...man i never thought i would ever say that...funny how things change...

so this week (my last week of school) is, i think, the last of my total rest...then it's time to get back on track...get my running speed up (waaay up)...and see what i can do...